tiresome

I'll cut to the chase...I'm not sure how comfortable I am with all of this to continue blogging about it. At first I thought I'd have an open policy about getting older and trying to get pregnant, but that's when I wore rose colored glasses. Now I see that it really just may not happen for me and I'm kinda (well, actually really) depressed about it and don't want to blog about it anymore. It could be that I'm depressed and that's killing my motivation to write, or it could be that I'm not ready to share the very intimate details yet. In any event, this will probably be my last post for awhile.